Does fairytale exist? The Princess always get to marry her Prince Charming and live happily ever after in fairytales. What about real life?

Yesterday I attended my cousin’s wedding where I am the bridesmaid. At that moment, I thought marriage is the happiest thing a girl who go through – to be with her love of her life. The couple will spend the rest of their lives together, loving each other.

Today I witness a marriage which went wrong. What is the point if you get married but not trusting each other later? I thought you vowed to accept each other regardless whatever that happened? Why kept digging back old stories on how he betrayed you if things had past? Why let money be the barrier and blinded you? Sometimes I think love is fragile, it is not long lasting as what people claimed it is.

Yesterday’s wedding made me having the urge to find my love and get married. But today’s incident – I’ve lost faith in love and marriage. Oh God, get me out of this emo state.